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Susan Beu
In Memory of
Susan M.
Beu (Gilbert)
1957 - 2015
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Condolence From: Derek Beu
Condolence: I think of you often and still can't believe that you are really gone. I see the beauty of the flowers blooming now for spring and think of how we used to always garden and landscape at the house. I miss doing those kind of things. I miss the late night car rides to look at the scenery and listening to the radio. There were just so many good memories that we had together. I treasure them and hold them close to my heart. Some day I know that we will be together again.
Wednesday April 24, 2019
Condolence From: Michael A Hershman
Condolence: I married Susie in December of 1979. When I first met her is 1976 I told my parents I had met the woman I would marry. Susie was sweet, kind and so loyal. She was almost responsible to a fault. Our friendship remained, but the marriage did not as we were not socially compatible. She did and does have a very special place in my heart, and I feel a loss just knowing she is not with us. Even though we went years without speaking, we always quickly re-kindled the special bond we had. I think of you often, and hope you are in a happy place, with the animals and people you loved
Tuesday December 04, 2018
Condolence From: Jacques Belanger
Condolence: I have meet Susan in Cape May in the summer of 1971. Both 14 years old l still remember what a nice person she was.
Tuesday November 13, 2018
Condolence From: Derek Beu
Condolence: Not a day goes by where I don't think about you. I still sometimes expect to see you walk through the door. Miss you so much. Love you.
Tuesday August 14, 2018
Condolence From: Derek Beu
Condolence: Thinking about you today. I was looking through old pictures of you and I and was so happy to see us together and smiling. Those were some really precious moments that we had. I am seeing a lot of different flowers blooming right now and they are reminding me of you and our house. I saw a purple clematis vine today and the other day I saw a white morning glory vine in bloom. I miss the garden and flowers we used to care for. 4th of July is coming up and I will always remember how you and I used to go down time and park and watch the fireworks with Angel and she always used to get so scared of the noise. Miss those days! They were good memories. Love you.
Friday June 22, 2018
Condolence From: Derek beu
Condolence: I had such a big day today! It was my graduation ceremony from the university of phoenix for my masters degree in psychology. I finally got through it all! Can you believe it? No matter how bad things were for me when i started this out, i always kept my schooling as a huge source of motivation to keep fighting and get healthier. I feel so fulfilled now that i have finally achieved it. Mom, i miss you so much from time to time. Today was hard knowing you couldnt be there for my ceremony. I held myself together pretty good and fought tears but i was thinking about you a lot. You instilled in me my source of passion for learning when i was young. Remember when i had such a hard time understanding how to count money? Man, that was so frustrating back then. It must have been rough when you tried helping me with that but thank you for sticking with it. You have worked so hard to see me prosper in life and now i have my masters! I told you and pop pop that i was going to get it countless times and the day has finally come. I hope you are proud of me and able to see me doing so much better. I think that is the best way to honor you is by continuing to get better and better and happier and happier. I hope you are resting peacefully and just know how much i will always love you and think about you. I wish sometimes i could talk to you just real quick and hear your voice again but the best thing i can do is to just remember all of those good times we had. Well, i could talk to you forever but i am going to let you go for now. Love you and you will never be forgotten.
Saturday June 09, 2018
Condolence From: Joshua lamoreaux
Condolence: Me and derek ae best friends and i wish we could have met.
Tuesday May 29, 2018
Condolence From: Amy Speary
Condolence: though i have not met you i can say you are a very beautiful woman.derek talks so much about you and blames himself on your passing ,but he needs to know that it isn't his fault .he needs to hang on to those he has and remember he is cared about,when times get rough needs to remember those that truly matter and those that dont.derek remember you have your own place,a job,graduating,etc .focus on those that truly matter and treasure the memories with your mother ,its difficult and i know you miss your mother and blame yourself but it is NOT your fault,and your mother in my believes held you til they got you out of that car with the condition you were in,its truly a miracle you are here and treasure that you are,be who your mother wanted you to be and only you can pave your own path and fill in the blanks with bumps or smooth.
Wednesday April 11, 2018
Condolence From: Derek Beu
Condolence: Mom, I have so much to say and I don't even know where to begin. This is one of the hardest things I ever had to do in my life so far. It has been almost 3 years now since you passed and not a single day goes by where I don't think of you and wish you could still be here to spend time with me. I struggle with feelings of guilt all the time over what has happened and yes I hold a lot of blame on myself. It has been eating me up inside and out for a long time now and it has impacted a lot of things in my life. I have to tell myself that you would not want me to do this to myself anymore and continue on with my life and be happy, healthy, free and at peace. I am going to continue to work on that. When I found out you were gone, I thought I was having a nightmare and I didn't think it was real. Sometimes even to this day I still do not think it is true and can't believe it. I want to tell you somethings positive in my life that I think you would be proud of. I am finally living on my own now and I will be graduating with my Master's degree in June. Do you remember when I first started working on it when I was with you? Well, I am finished now and just waiting to attend my graduation ceremony. It will break my heart knowing that you won't be there to see me but I am going to tell myself that you are going to be looking down and watching. I have a lot of truly great and supportive friends now in my life as well that have been so helpful to me and are trying to get me on the right path in life. One of my best friends Jason has met Grammy Sissy a few times and has enjoyed her company and talks. I wish you could met him too. He is a great buddy to me and he is also going to school which is how we became close. I want you to know that I will do everything in my power to continue fighting for myself and making positive choices in my life. I love you so much Mom and I will never stop forgetting about you or honoring your memory. You have done so much to help me and now it is my turn to do this for myself with the realization that you always have my back. I pray to God you are resting peacefully now and are free. I love you.
Tuesday March 27, 2018
Condolence From: Jason Fetzer
Condolence: Although I never had the pleasure to meet you, you're memories will live forever to me through my friend, your son. May you rest in peace and look over from the heavens. You are missed.
Friday March 23, 2018
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